Was

Was

by: D. Sari

I have been written a thousand words for you.

But the last words brought me to delete it.

I knew you so much,

I understood more.

Yet the last day we met 

Make me think 

I should cover it all.

All the expectations

All the reasons

Make it clear by saying 

I am not

or

I was not.

I should act like 

who I am in your mind.

I knew there's no room for me

since the very first.

But I hope you know,

I was loving you.

I hope you will find what you expected.

I pray for your happiness.

I pray it because I won't force mine

to break your pray these days.

even it might be,

I was the one who first asked Allah

 to make you be mine

But, I am not that good to get what I want.

Your prays broke the sky

and Allah approved yours, first.

Congrats. Happy then.

Thanks.