Khayalan

Dalam sebuah penantian, aku begitu mengesankan

Dalam sebuah kejujuran, aku menjual kebodohan

Dalam urutan kesetiaan, aku belum mendapat kepastian

Dalam kurun waktu, akankah aku selalu kesepian?

Rintik rintik, pohon, angin dan burung mereka saksi kebisuan.

Wanita muda yang mengkhayal

Bahwa kakinya sedang berada dibibir pantai

Menyibak liarnya angin sambil bergandeng tangan

Sentuhan di tangan mengalir getar ke relung termahal

Dikira benar dengan pasangan ternyata semua hanya lamunan

Why Do You Come Back?

Why Do You Come Back?

Ada kala kau boleh muncul

Ada kala waktu boleh memihakmu

Namun kau juga harus tahu

Bahwa kesulitan ini sungguh membuatku membeku

Tak berdayanya diriku bak dedaun kering dibawa angin

Kau datang seolah ingin mengambilku 

Ketika aku sudah tumbuh lagi dari pohon yang lain

Kau pun seakan tak pernah menganggap aku pernah menjadi bagian dirimu yang lain.

Was

Was

by: D. Sari

I have been written a thousand words for you.

But the last words brought me to delete it.

I knew you so much,

I understood more.

Yet the last day we met 

Make me think 

I should cover it all.

All the expectations

All the reasons

Make it clear by saying 

I am not

or

I was not.

I should act like 

who I am in your mind.

I knew there's no room for me

since the very first.

But I hope you know,

I was loving you.

I hope you will find what you expected.

I pray for your happiness.

I pray it because I won't force mine

to break your pray these days.

even it might be,

I was the one who first asked Allah

 to make you be mine

But, I am not that good to get what I want.

Your prays broke the sky

and Allah approved yours, first.

Congrats. Happy then.

Thanks.

Heart Tendency

Heart Tendency

By: D. Sari

This ink suddenly approached me

Making a noisy heart

Forcing to race

Scratching beautifully on clean white

How come

His name is so remembered

His name is so written

All of that just happened

What is wrong?

Heart, what do you mean?

Do you still hope?

Are you not saturated?

How do you survive?

If he is not your soul mate?

Would not you be disappointed?

Be aware

Your tendency to him

Don't keep you away from Him

Hope

Hope
By: D. Sari

Hard blast on the chest

Stab the niche of the soul

Scratch a name

It hurts, but I smile

I wrote the name

I call in prayer

But the old wound is bleeding again

The signal to go is near stepping

Will the news come

Shine and wash

Old wounds that often haunt

Will I accept

The story that you keep the same

I'm afraid the play has started

Since you said the word love

While I'm hoping it's real

Hi Heart!

Hi Heart! 

                               By: D. Sari

Hi heart!

Have you understood?

Have you believed?

At that time, you thought everything was going well.

Hi heart!

Learn,

Do you think your light is like a diamond?

Do you think your glow spoils the eyes?

Hi heart!

Hasn't God shown you?

Not enough for you?

Look around you.

You are the most white and clear.

But look again.

You are only among millions of sand.

Not jewelry.

Hi heart!

Understand, it won't be enough for you to feel.

Hurry up and move.

Hurry up, before you are not given a chance.

Indeed Allah is the one who turns the Qalbu

Just A Friend

Just A Friend
                            By: D. Sari


I still ask

Will the past be meaningless?

Could it be just a joke of mirage?

I'm obviously a human



Until the wait airs

Will it be back first?

Until our distance becomes more real

Since your presence is gone



Then the facts began to rebuke

Your light is getting brighter

Making my light disappear

Perhaps this is the answer as limited as friends



Don't come when I start to calm down

do not give comfort if there is no certainty

There is no relationship that I hope for


Because the true priest of the future is what I dream of